Ockham's Razor

So what if I'm restless? I've been awake for nearly fourteen hours now and I still don't know what's bothering me. So what if my thoughts are incoherent? I can't even think properly; I guess a lot of things have been jammed inside my head that I can't sort them all. So what if I just had tuna the whole day?

I'm pissed! I don't know why but I think I am! Hell, I'm not even sure about how I'm feeling right now. I'm undecided about things and that really makes me mad!

I'm frustrated at work, because of some people there; I want to start something new yet I still can't leave without having a clear and definite plan. I think about my expenses, which worries me a lot because the more I think of the money I spend, the more I want to earn and the more that I want things the more that it would frustrate me.

I think this is one of my major problem, the wants. I strike this out, then it would lessen my burden. But isn't that why we work in the first place, to compromise with our wants? But then again, our wants...is insatiable. The rat race is beginning to make more and more sense to me, and I think I'm struggling to get myself out of it. But it's not just finances that's eating me; there's something else.

I'm cramming myself to start with my web comic project together with learning a new language, VB net, to be precise. Something to pass time with, but then again there are other things that are in line. I want to start my hobby as a photographer. But it seems that I'm beginning to have less and less time. I'm disorganized!

6/49 SUPER LOTTO

240 Million pesos! That's the winning jackpot for the super lotto. Me and some officemates were fantasizing about what we'd do if we won the freaking money. I said I would walk up to my boss and slap him with a briefcase full of money. I bought one ticket with numbers 22-46-21-15-23-32 but i doubt if I would win fortune doesn't side with me very often.

So I was like monitoring the super lotto 24/7 if some lucky bastard had already hit the winning numbers. And when I switched on the TV for the news, BOOM! I got surprised! I didn't win the lotto jackpot but one, ONE lucky bastard got the whole pot!

You could buy a whole island with that money...but then again maybe not. Well enough dreaming about that, I guess its back to work for me.

Woohooo

I've just created a new blog account - it was just on impulse. When a friend of mine told me that he created one, I thought "what the hell, maybe i should create one as well". My thoughts are eating me up and I can't seem to express them openly because of some other shit I have to deal with.
And so I guess, here's the product of my wandering thoughts,of my frustrations or otherwise.

So I'm keeping this small space,just to give you a glimpse of what it is, that's going on inside my head. Welcome to my after thoughts.