So what if I'm restless? I've been awake for nearly fourteen hours now and I still don't know what's bothering me. So what if my thoughts are incoherent? I can't even think properly; I guess a lot of things have been jammed inside my head that I can't sort them all. So what if I just had tuna the whole day?
I'm pissed! I don't know why but I think I am! Hell, I'm not even sure about how I'm feeling right now. I'm undecided about things and that really makes me mad!
I'm frustrated at work, because of some people there; I want to start something new yet I still can't leave without having a clear and definite plan. I think about my expenses, which worries me a lot because the more I think of the money I spend, the more I want to earn and the more that I want things the more that it would frustrate me.
I think this is one of my major problem, the wants. I strike this out, then it would lessen my burden. But isn't that why we work in the first place, to compromise with our wants? But then again, our wants...is insatiable. The rat race is beginning to make more and more sense to me, and I think I'm struggling to get myself out of it. But it's not just finances that's eating me; there's something else.
I'm cramming myself to start with my web comic project together with learning a new language, VB net, to be precise. Something to pass time with, but then again there are other things that are in line. I want to start my hobby as a photographer. But it seems that I'm beginning to have less and less time. I'm disorganized!
2 comments:
hey! welcome to the blogging community... so u wanna be my fan eh?? hehe.. k lng yan... what you're feeling is normal.. keep the ideas flowing.. :)
hmmm...i feel a "valentine's" air here even during this midsummer heat...ü pompits!!!
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